Showing posts with label stupid. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stupid. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

The Dead of Winter

Music That Makes Me Happy:
-"The Rise and Fall of Ziggie Stardust" by Bowie
-K'naan (especially "Dreamer" and "When the Lion Learns to Speak")
-Tété
-Francoise Hardy (especially "Le Premier Bonheur du Jour")
-"The Great Escape" by Blur
-Some Beyoncé ("Freakum Dress" especially)
-"Dead Flowers" by the Rolling Stones
-"Norwegian Wood" by the Beatles
-Debussy
-Ragtime music (Joplin and James P Johnson)
-Early jazz (especially piano in stride style- ie Fats Waller)
-ABBA (mostly just the upbeat disco songs)
-Dick Annegarn
-"Mercedes Lullaby" (and most of the other songs off the Pan's Labyrinth soundtrack to a slightly lesser degree) by Javier Navarrete
-"Mississippi Half-Step Uptown Toodeloo" by the Grateful Dead
-"Je Me Suis Fait Tout Petit" and "Mauvaise Reputation" by Georges Brassens
-"Ne Me Quitte Pas", "Le Plat Pays", "Marieke", and several other Jacques Brel songs

What Exactly Is Getting Me Through My Final Semester?
-I actually like the subject matter in my classes
-I'm taking my classes for fun
-I refuse to fail
-It's my last semester, so I should make it the best one
-The actual class part of my life is the easiest part of my life currently
-The above point makes it an excellent method of escapism from the rest of my life
-I am slightly perfectionist, and must do as well as I can
-School is one of the few things I'm competitive about. I have to be above average in my classes or else I won't function.
-Did I mention the rest of my life is harder than classes? Thus homework is a way to distract myself from other problems
-I think I've finally got the whole undergrad education thing figured out. It's time to move on...

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Frustration

Things That Make Me Upset:
-Being treated like I'm a child
-Being treated like I'm ignorant
-Being told that I'm wrong
-Not being listened to when I'm explaining something
-Too much noise/confusion/business
-Being ignored
-Being told what I'm like
-Being stereotyped
-Being misunderstood (unnecessarily)
-Not being recognized
-Being insulted on particular subjects, especially with accidental insults or too much honesty

When I'm Upset:
-Silent
-Argumentative
-Avoiding (anything from the topic to the situation to people)
-Tense
-Louder laughter/ louder in general
-Sometimes more outgoing (in an attempt to ignore the problem)
-Overly emotional (especially once alone)
-Stubborn
-Mean (especially when very upset)